Thank God for choosing imperfect people as His servants otherwise I would have been disqualified a long time ago. I am just so overwhelmed by God's grace and mercy. I am so thankful for His unconditional love. Man, it's definitely been a crazy last few weeks. I'm currently in a strange place where I am stuck between the past and the future but loathe where I am currently. I miss my life in Florida. Because this be my first year out of college, many people I love including the family I established in West Palm Beach are still there. It's really difficult being away from them because I have never found a community quite like them. The last of my family just left on Tuesday to embark on their new adventures which is super exciting for them but leaves me to a big, empty house all alone. Being alone is difficult because my flesh has been rising up and I am waging war everyday against my sinful nature. I don't like where I am...it's uncomfortable. I want to be in Cambodia already but I know God has me here for a specific purpose and I'm beginning to see the blessings even in the midst of the storm. He is exposing and preparing my heart to be more sensitive to His voice. I suppose this process is necessary. He is teaching me to commune with Him without distractions. To fall in love with Him all over again...