Posted in General Posts by Amarja Mitsutomi on 9/3/2010
Thank God for choosing imperfect people as His servants otherwise I would have been disqualified a long time ago. I am just so overwhelmed by God's grace and mercy. I am so thankful for His unconditional love. Man, it's definitely been a crazy last few weeks. I'm currently in a strange place where I am stuck between the past and the future but loathe where I am currently. I miss my life in Florida. Because this be my first year out of college, many people I love including the family I established in West Palm Beach are still there. It's really difficult being away from them because I have never found a community quite like them. The last of my family just left on Tuesday to embark on their new adventures which is super exciting for them but leaves me to a big, empty house all alone. Being alone is difficult because my flesh has been rising up and I am waging war everyday against my sinful nature. I don't like where I am...it's uncomfortable. I want to be in Cambodia already but I know God has me here for a specific purpose and I'm beginning to see the blessings even in the midst of the storm. He is exposing and preparing my heart to be more sensitive to His voice. I suppose this process is necessary. He is teaching me to commune with Him without distractions. To fall in love with Him all over again...
Psalm 73:26
My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. ESV
Posted in General Posts by Amarja Mitsutomi on 8/27/2010
At this point, it is very unclear if my life will ever settle down. This entire season has been full of transitions and it has yet to slow down. Over here at the Mitsutomi residence life has been crazy for everyone. Everyone is moving to a different part of the world. We are definitely an international family to say the least. Last Sunday I took my brother to the airport for his move to Finland. Tuesday my Mom & her husband are off to Japan for my mom's teaching position and my sister's leaving for New York where she will be starting college. That being said, everyone is on edge with 101 things to do before they leave and I'm in the midst of it all also attempting to prepare for my departure which is right around the corner. Praise God I can be still in the midst of the chaos because I know He is God! One thing I've been learning is that God's timing truly is the best timing. I've been thinking about the season of transition my family is undergoing and things are just falling right in place. Each of us is uniquely following the path the Lord has paved for us. I praise God each day that I have a family that is so multiculturally minded and not afraid of taking risks. Life is so complex and we literally have the world at our fingertips. It's up to us to reach out and grab it. This is my challenge to you: think of something worth fighting for, somewhere worth going, something your passionate about? Now answer the question...what's holding you back? Let go, let God, and go for it!
Posted in General Posts by Amarja Mitsutomi on 8/12/2010
Here we go! I am going to have a Moving Sale THIS weekend. I am so blessed beyond belief to be able to do such a sale! Pray that it goes well and that God will provide beyond my expectations!!!
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Posted in General Posts by Amarja Mitsutomi on 8/9/2010
Wow...I believe this video is challenging for all of us in the U.S. It is SO easy to get comfortable. We live for comfort. In our culture, we are bombarded by the latest gadgets and gizmos to make things easy for us. We go to school year after year so we can earn a "comfortable" living before we get married to a "comfortable" spouse so we can drive the most "comfortable" car, live in the most "comfortable" house in the most "comfortable" neighborhood never having to risk anything. Why? Because being stretched out of our comfort zone is SCARY. However, what I've been learning lately is that it's in those moments when we're leastcomfortable that we are more likely to RELY on GOD! There is nothing wrong with comfort in and of itself, but when life becomes more about the "comfort" than about the "COMFORTER" there is a problem. Christianity is uncomfortablebecause it requiresdying to our flesh daily, submitting to a God that is unseen, walking by faith and not by sight, loving when we don't feel like it, praying when we don't know how, walking in obedience, humility and sacrifice. If Jesus came to live a comfortable life, we would still be waiting for a Messiah. Let's STOPliving comfortably and START living in surrender. There is so much more to live for, there is so much more to be done. I hope this clip challenges you just like it challenged me to do something uncomfortableFORChrist. In the words of Jesus, "If you cling to your life, you will lose it; but if you give up your life for me, you will find it." Matthew 10:39.Amen
Posted in General Posts by Amarja Mitsutomi on 7/29/2010
Being home has been an adjustment to say the least. No more 7:00am wake up to a full day of having to be super-mad-crazy-hype each moment of my waking hour. No more cheering at breakfast, lunch and dinner. No more emotional 17 year olds asking me questions, loving on me, being vulnerable with me, and keeping me accountable. No more being surrounded by incredible men and woman of God everywhere I turn and receiving a smile or a word of encouragement to keep me going just when I need it.
Adjusting to the serenity of a quiet and empty home has been more of a struggle than I thought it would be. It's strange having 24 hours of my day that haven't been scheduled for me by somebody else. I have so much to do but don't know where to begin. I feel kind of disoriented without structure and a deadline to meet for each assignment. I have battled with a variety of emotions from being extremely excited, to super overwhelmed, to knowing God has everything under control, to being overtaken by fear and doubt.
The other day I was laying in my bed at the peek of the day in a somewhat depressed stupor. I was having a really rough time not knowing where to begin with all the many tasks that seemed to be piled up before me. I had just returned home from Kamp not too many days earlier and my mom just got back from Japan so we didn't have any time together up to this point. She was sleeping all day recovering from her jet lag (which usually means she would be dead to the world for hours on end.)
As I laid curled up in my bed, lonely and semi-depressed, I cried out to the Lord in a silent prayer (doubting that He would answer my silly request) but decided to ask anyway, "God, it would be pretty cool if you woke my mom up and brought her in here. I could use a hug right about now." I rolled back over planning to sleep this "feeling" away but no joke, about 3 minutes later, I heard a knock on my door. Sure enough, it was my mom! She walked in and laid down next to me and held me. I was amazed yet again by God. He didn't have to answer my small request. If He chose not to, I would have been okay. But He knew EXACTLY what I needed, the comfort of my mom.
We spent the remainder of the day together where I shared stories of camp and she shared what happened in Japan. Even better, we ended up praying with one another (it's been a while). In that moment, we each felt the comfort of Christ manifest itself through overwhelming peace. I can not remember the last time I had felt this feeling. I knew in that moment that all of my worry and feelings of being overwhelmed were a lack of me trusting that God would provide. Despite the Lord showing up like He did that day, it is still very easy and so human of me to forget and pick up the burden of worry all over again. Slowly but surely, through simple moments like these, God keeps reminding me to exchange my heavy burdens for His rest.
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." Matt. 11:28-30
Posted in General Posts by Amarja Mitsutomi on 7/27/2010
July 19th was my last day at Kids Across America. Wow. I learned so much about ministry in my short season there! God truly used it as a place to equip me for what is to come next. My teammate Elise flew out to meet me in Tulsa, OK where we began our journey home. We stayed the first night in Tulsa with a friend of mine from camp. Her family was incredible! In the morning before we left her mom prayed a blessing over our trip and suggested we write down a few churches in Albuquerque, NM where we could possibly stay the next night since we would be driving through (what a wise woman). Before we hit the road we stopped to pick up a loaf of bread, pb&j, water and some fruit to sustain us until we arrived in Cali. Little did we know how God was getting ready to provide above and beyond our expectations. While on the road, I found out a family friend of mine (& a second mom) was in Oklahoma City so I gave her a call. She happily treated us to lunch at Cracker Barrel Restaurant right off the freeway. Even more interesting was that Elise was just talking about how that was her favorite restaurant before we even knew we'd be eating there that day. On top of that, Margaret not only blessed us by providing lunch, she also enthusiastically expressed her desire to be one of my monthly supporters. WOW! That would have been enough to make it a great trip but God decided to continue showing off.
As Elise and I were driving, we decided to take Becca's mom's advice and call some churches in the Albuquerque area for a place to rest our heads for the night. Elise began asking around. "Hi, my friend and I are missionaries and we're stopping in Albuquerque tonight on our way to California. Do you know of anyone who would be willing to take us in for the night?" You could tell she was quite uncomfortable asking, and several churches made it quite evident they did not know how to respond to such a request, but the first church we contacted (Western Heights) ended up finding us a place. We stayed with the Trujillo family in there humble adobe home. We were welcomed with love and a cute little baggies with all types of travel size hygiene products piled in. We sat around their table and talked for a while before we went to bed. They thought we were friends of one of the families at their church from Atlanta, GA, and they discovered we were two random "missionary" college grads who didn't know a soul from their church but just needed a place to stay for the night. All that matters is that the Holy Spirit knew. The next day we went with the kids downtown where they treated us to Boba Tea (so good) and we explored some of the unique shops lining the street. Little did we know that these strangers who so kindly took us in would soon become friends. I do not believe I have ever been the recipient of such hospitality in my 22 years of life! Before we left, Manuel (the son) gave us 40 extra dollars for gas and food and Tom (the dad) got off work early to come check the oil and tires of my vehicle before we hit the road yet again. He even squeegeed my windows! What an experience, what a family! They didn't have much to give but they gave it joyfully.
As we got back on the road, Elise and I thought we would make it to Cali without stopping but when we realized we were only 60 miles from the Grand Canyon, we couldn't resist. Our detour was breathtaking to say the least. We made it by sundown the first day and ended up camping in my car where we ate our leftover biscuits from Cracker Barrel for dinner. The next morning we stopped in McDonalds for breakfast so I could charge my phone and we met a missionary family there from Illinois. They were very encouraging. We gave them our contact info and they said they would be in prayer for us faithfully. It's so cool to think there are saints around the world praying for us! After breakfast we filled my backpack with pb&j sandwiches and some water and we hiked down into the Grand Canyon where we were engulfed by red cliffs on every side and blown away by the beauty of creation. We then enjoyed the challenge of making it back up the canyon in 40 min huffing and puffing but we did it! I was reminded while there of how small and insignificant we seem but how God has given each of us purpose. That is definitely a huge mystery that will boggle my mind forever.
After our Grand Canyon experience, we hopped back in the car and drove the remainder of the way home. On the way however, God was not done impressing us. We were worshiping in the car and the sun began to burst through the clouds in a way I have never seen before (I thought Jesus was returning at that very moment). Then the sky became very dark and lighting began to strike as the sun was beaming through the clouds behind us and to the left we witnessed an incredible rainbow brighter in color than I've ever seen. It was astonishing! In that moment, I was confident God was leading us and would continue doing so. When we arrived home, we realized how perfect the trip was. We had just enough food and water to get by and the exact amount of cash I had was exactly what we used for gas. We were both awed by how perfect our trip turned out and the only planning we did was to be spontaneous and follow God's lead. As some of my friends would say, "that'll preach!" We topped off our adventure by dining at a Cambodian restaurant in Long Beach the next day. The few days Elise and I spent traveling the western hemisphere was a foreshadowing of what I believe God is going to do concerning our move to Cambodia. He will meet all our basic needs while exceeding our expectations. All we have to do is TRUST!
Posted in General Posts by Amarja Mitsutomi on 7/11/2010
I can't believe how fast this summer has gone! I leave Kids Across America in 8 days. Let me recap: I just graduated from PBA with a degree in Cross Cultural Studies (May 8th), drove the next week to the middle of nowhere Missouri to work at a camp for the summer and will be moving to Cambodia in the fall. This has been a crazy time of transitions, frustrations, doubts, fears, trust, prayer and incredible growth. God has been showing me myself, stripping me, challenging me and equipping me for future ministry. It has been difficult to see myself living in another country by the end of the year because I have been shut off from the outside world for over two months now and have been questioning how everything is going to work out. Despite my doubts and my fears God continues to send me reminders of His faithfulness. He has brought me confirmation concerning the ministry we will be doing and that there are people who are eager to support the great commission. As I have been ministering to my campers (17 year old inner city girls) God has allowed me to see the beauty in His creation and that each girl has a calling and a purpose but can not fulfill it unless they recognize their worth but they won't know it unless they are told. There is so much brokenness among these young woman in the US who have access to the Gospel, I can't help but ponder to what degree of brokenness the Cambodian sex workers suffer. They need the love of Christ! I am compelled and so excited that I have the opportunity to share it with them! This journey the Lord has placed me on is an exciting one! I have an incredible peace that despite the lack of time I have had to support raise, I am right where I need to be and that is encouraging. Please continue to pray that the Lord will provide all my needs and that I would continue to find comfort in the fact that He has everything under control!
Sex trafficking is currently the fastest growing crime in the world. Every two minutes an innocent child is being prepared to be exploited sexually contributing to the 1.2 million children annually trafficked. This is not including millions of others who have already been bound by this disgusting trade. The estimated total market value of this business is $32 billion dollars a year. In Phnom Penh alone, it is estimated that roughly 15,000 to 18,250 young woman are prostituted a year, 90% of which are knowingly sold by their families.
Lets not just look at these statistics and ignore the problem. These aren't just numbers, these are woman with purpose and destiny just like you and I but someone needs to tell them.
"For 'everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved.' But how can they call on Him to save them unless they believe in him? And how can they believe in him if they have never heard about Him? And how can they hear about Him unless someone tells them? And how will anyone go and tell them without being sent? That is why the scriptures say, 'How beautiful are the fee of messengers who bring good news.'" Romans 10:13-15
Together we can make a difference! Please consider partnering with me in bringing light to a place that is overwhelmed by darkness. Your prayers and financial support are absolutely necessary in making freedom for these victims a reality.
I need to raise $1,500 a month in order to make this possible. These funds need to be committed by September 25th, 2010 for me to go. If 30 people commit to supporting me $50 or more monthly I would be well on my way. Please pray about being a part of something bigger, everything helps!
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Thank you!
"The Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is upon me, for He has anointed me to bring good news to the poor. He has sent me to comfort the brokenhearted and proclaim that captives will be released and prisoners will be freed" (Isaiah 61:1 NLT).